2009/05/16 (Sat) because I care

在翻中学时候的日记。
然后突然想起,某一天,挂在MSN上的时候,突然一个陌生的名字跳了出来。说自己是小爱,现在在法国,问我过得好不好。那天心情很差,大概有五六年没联系的小爱突然冒出来,叫我小O,就好像从来没有分开过似地对我讲话,眼泪一下子就冒了出来。

Léa 说:
呵呵 但是我能感觉到你 好像就在身边跟我说话
Léa 说:
话变得不多了呀 O~!
Léa 说:
哈哈 一切都要好好的

一切都要好好的呀。虽然一切一切都无法挽回地改变了。与你相识的时候,在我还会用你呼唤我的那个名字称呼自己的时候,自己是个怎样的人呢?任何定语都无法概括得一阵见血,像阵模糊的影子似的,被人需要了就稍稍显现出实体,不被人喜欢就没有任何存在的意义。十一二岁的小女孩都很讨人喜欢,到了十四五岁就会一起变得惹人讨厌。很高兴能避开最最敏感糟糕的时段重新与你相遇。说起来挺有意思也非常幸运,那时的我什么都不知道,什么都不会,竟然被那么美好的你喜欢上了呢,还成为了最好的朋友。三年过去,六年过去,我们重新相遇,面前是一片茫茫空白,再找不到一个可以畅谈的话题,只能互相祝福,心中塞满了庞大到难以形容的柔软善意,希望对方能幸福安康比谁都好。
心中一直保留着那个早已被人遗忘的名字。
任何时候呼唤你都会回过头来。

你知道时间所能冲淡的不只有激烈的爱,连矛盾争吵与隔阂也会随着冲淡。
不需要煽情的漂亮话,再也没有机会抱在一起大笑哭泣。
即使穿越如此稀薄的感情,也能解读出点点滴滴的温暖情谊。
我们或许曾经真的将心交付过彼此。

今日之后必定继续会踏上各自的旅程。
前路可能也不再有相交的地方。

勿忘我。


这次找出来的,是Migo给我的一封信。虽然也是摘抄。
我曾把它端端正正地抄写在日记本里,长达五页。
现在看起来它就是一个童话。
虽然知道现在已经进入了一个更聪明,同时也更浮躁更为凶暴的时代。
虽然不确定那个someone有没有出现,或者之后能不能遇到。
不过还是稍稍有些被它安慰。



someone is very proud of you
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you
someone misses you
someone wants to talk to you
someone wants to be with you
someone hopes you aren't in trouble
someone is thankful for the support you have provided
someone wants to hold your hand
someone hopes everything turns out all right
someone wants you to be happy
someone wants you to find them
someone is celebrate your successes
someone wants to give you a gift
someone think you are a gift
someone hopes you are not too cold,or too hot
someone wants to hug you
someone loves you
someone wants to lavish you with small gifts
someone admires your strength
someone is thinking of you and smiling
someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
someone thinks the world of you
someone would do anything for you
someone wants to be forgiven
someone is grateful for your forgiveness
someone wants to laugh with you about old times
someone remembers you and wishes you were there
someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
someone values your adivice
someone wants to tell you how much they care
someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
someone wants to share their dreams with you
someone wants to hold you in their arms
someone wants you to hold their in your arms
someone treasures your spirit
someone wishes they could stop time because of you
someone can't wait to see you
someone wishes that things didn't have to change
someone loves you for who you are
someone wants to be with you
someone hears a song that reminds them of you
someone wants you to know they are there for you
someone is glad that you're their friend
someone stayed up all night thinking about you
someone is alive because of you
someone is wishing that you would notice them
someone wants to get to know you better
someone believes that you are their soul mate
someone wants to be near you
someone misses your guidance and adivice
someone values your guidance and adivice
someone has faith in you
someone trusts you
someone needs you to send them this letter
someone needs your support
someone needs you to have faith in them
someone needs you to let them be your friend
someone will cry when they read this

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嗚……………………
讓我想起很多往事……一下子也跟著感觸起來TUT

2009/05/16 23:28 | 老爺 [ 编辑 ]


 

泪腺崩了.......TOT

2009/05/21 18:39 | 蓉 [ 编辑 ]


 

好物... 贊個

讓我也想起了someone...

2009/06/16 21:40 | wood [ 编辑 ]


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